I don't have anything to say today. Balad was attacked. I knew dh would be in danger, but having something like this happen, well...I just don't know what to say. He said that if there was any threat, the Air Force would be the first ones out of there, and I'm just waiting.
And waiting.
My hands are shaky and I feel guilty for just going about my daily business spending money like it's water. Eating french fries.
Conflicted is a good word.
Scared is a good word.
Angry is a great word.
I've taken up chili cheese fries myself...... lots of them.... one time even for breakfast. I love Sonic. Dont be guilty about spending money. THat's why they give you that littel bit of extra cause we go crazy and have to buy cool shit to make us happy. That's what I do. THe economy in this city is doing well because of hte deployments.
Hey, hang in there. If there's anything I can do, please let me know. I'm sure you'll hear from him soon. We're all behind you.
I haven't heard back from you regarding my email, and am also wondering if maybe I had the wrong addy. Could you drop me a line if the mood strikes, just so I can be sure we're in contact and we can make plans?
Many hugs.
I don't usually pray but damn it this is worth it. Now I just need to find a God to pray to.
Seriously you and DH are in my thoughts.
I hope you hear something soon and that he gets to get the fuck out of there.
My thoughts are with you.
I've sat here for 20 minutes trying to say something, anything.
All I can come up with, that hasn't already been said is "thank you". To both of you.
Stay strong.